Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Our Next Journal Question - Rebels?

As a teenager, did you rebel or do things your parents wouldn't have approved of? How do you feel about that now?

This is a tough question to answer because it might be embarrassing or bring up some bad memories. However, it might also help someone to know we aren't perfect!

Did I rebel?  No, not really.  Did I do things my parents wouldn't have approved of?  Most definitely.  When I was 16 I wanted to be with my friends a lot.  I had wonderful friends; however, they liked to drink.  They talked me into going to a couple bars with them.  I felt so bad...like I'm going to hell by being in here.  I never had a drink because that would have been too much 'sin' for me to handle in one night!  My friends were great.  They offered me a drink but never goaded or pressured me into it. And so, I never drank.  However, all I could think of was "what if Mom and Dad saw me go in here?".  I was very uncomfortable during the short time we were there.  What's amazing to me is that the bartenders actually served my 16-year-old friends!

As I look back on these visits, I still get a little embarrassed about being seen.  Who knows who saw me in there and how it affected my and my parents' witness?  I thank God that He protected me from anything that 'could have' happened.  My angels were busy during my 16th year.  It was also the year that I accepted Jesus as my Savior, was baptized in water and in the Holy Ghost.  Maybe that's why I felt so uncomfortable being there?  Ya think!

What about you?  Are you too embarrassed to share?